areku_hanyou

HEY HEY!

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 13:21:41 GMT

WOW it has been a while since i last updated... at least to me! well that is kewl i like the new layout for lj. but yea i had to get a new password and restart it lol! but yea hope everyone had a good V-day! i did! lol! well talk to ya laters

areku hanyou

late but new year

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 12:43:29 GMT

well nothing is really going on other than the new yea BABIE! i wish that natalie could of slept over tonight but sometimes that happens lol ! ummmm..... well i guess that is it oh well i am trying to find some anime episodes if anyone has a site that i can use will you please reply to this because i wanna see!

well later

love and peace

~!~Areku~!~

nothing

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 12:39:39 GMT

well nothing going on here just school and finals well as a matter of a fact i need to get ready for those things lol!well i am off
TA TA FOR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
i check this like every day so reply please
areku

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 22:30:57 GMT

hey yall,

well nothin much here i just saw harry potter 4 and it was great!!!!! ne way i thanksgivin is coming and i would just like to say to yall the top 6 things i have to thank this year in random order

1)god for his love

2)my friends and family

3)the teacher that help me through schoolyear so far

4)my new ppl of this

5)my talent for to flute because it makes ppl happy

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6)T.V.!!!!!!!!

i am back

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 23:24:03 GMT

hey ppl i am back from outer space lol just kiding ne way i have work to do but comment and i will get back to you later
~!~areku~!~ lol

nothin

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 22:04:07 GMT

hey ppl ,

nothin here just bored like hell lol but ne way i got to go clean talk to yall later

~!~areku~!~

bored and excited

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 18:16:10 GMT

hey ppl,

nothiin here i am just 15...... since...... sunday i thought that i might update today because....ummm.... really, i didnt want to because i have so much to do like get presents for those whoms birthday is today lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so that calls for a trip to the mall lol n e way and i have to have a party thingy for those who have a birthday today lol hehehehe mwhahahaha ne way got to go.......

love to all

~!~areku~!~

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 22:28:25 GMT

hey again,

i had tryed to update four times and i am not going to do it again if i cant don it tonight anyway today was ok went to the mall read some good books are in and i am glad they are.... anyway i was mad at anji today not sayin why because i think that other ppl will try and use it againsts me... anyway i have tryed to ask natalie to come over a few times never was able to get a hold on her some times think that she and i are just playin phone tag * thinks this is not laughin matter* any way i am tired bored and still a little angry... bye

~!~areku~!~

Sun, 29 May 2005 16:41:58 GMT

some ppl say before they die their life flashes before there eyes but what about when u loose some one close to u what happens then well u could says that it is going to be hard to get used to for one thing u are going to have to forget that that person doesnt live at their old house that they live in a whole other state and when u want to go to their house it isnt going to just take ten min. to get there it is going to take about 3 and 1/2 hours rune the suprise i mean this sucks not only is there no reason for me to be in this state there is no reason for me to be on earth............ dont think that i am going to do anything rash i cant even stand cliping my nails..... but i just wish that the gift that god supposively give to us would be let out because i hate waiting for something to happen........ any way i am gone later ~!~areku~!~ love to all

Wed, 04 May 2005 04:47:34 GMT

well today sucked i thought that everything would go fine but it didnt i didnt get the homework that i needed to get finished done and now i am rally behind!!!!! i wish that time would stop so that i could finish my homework..... and here is a little thing i would like to say (and i just made it up) " life is like a ball of yarn one mistake and your in a knot" and i am now i am HUGE KNOT *tear* i may fail this nine week because of alot of thing that happen to be disturbing me and i am not going to say what they are because it will disturb yall so yea n e who yea and well my friends (if i really even have any) left me today at my table with a guy who is athious and started (out of the blue) talking about how fuck up he is because he had BARS this morning.... interseting ....... not really ....... but yea soooooo umm what else oh i knooo found out my friend is sick and has been for the last two or three days not saying that its bad but i had been trying to get a hold of her since then........ yah so to sum it up I AREKU HANYOU AM DEPRESSED........... i never really admitt to something like that but i am in pain, anger, and lonliness. but who cares ....... i know that my life isnt as bad as others but right now it is pretty DANG bad......... well that is it and i really am (to let you know nat) that i am going to bed and probably wish i was dead in hopin that the world would change........

love ya (whatever)

areku hanyou

national weed day

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 03:47:40 GMT

well today nthing happened again *sighs* i am bored and tired bt when am i ever not lol n e way yea today and for the last two days we've had to go to study hall and stay in there for like 5hrs but my study hall is pretty fun execpt for the fact that our teacher wouldnt let us watch coyote ugly and well i wanted so bad to watch that but i guess he isnt THAT kewl lol ne way i have fun learning how to dance and talk *whispers* lesbeans lol i cant spell haha n e way yea then i go to 4th period and wait a while till the bell rings to go to 5th and there we watched a movie on mount eversts it was pretty cool i wish that i could go execpt the storms that is creates can kill u...... *whispers.... not me * lol n e way yea and the lunch i had a lot of fun i ate lunch and jacked emilys course she didnt care lol and i went and sat with erin, and megan. i got there in just the nick of time because they were reading this little thing that was just sooooooo funny and i think that they should publish them i mean all we ever read is either love, action , adventure or crap lol........... or at least have it as a cartoon i mean it is just that good lol!!!!!!! lol n e way yea then after lunch i go to science and i just watched a movie that i saw in study hall _._ *fall over and dies**resurrects myself* i mean i ALREADY SAW IT!!!!!!!!! *tear* n e way then i go to math and that is a fun class my teacher let me listen to my CD player haha! <---- that was ralph (off that simpsons) lol ne way yea and then i see nat megan and erin after school.... I GOT NAT"S B_DAY PRESENT!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL HEHEHE!!!!!!!!! n e way yea talk to yall later!!!!!!!!

p.s. today was national weed day! lol!

~!~areku~!~

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 04:32:38 GMT

i just got diconnected from the computer and i hated that becuase i had A LOT written but o well n e way yea i am depress dont know why again maybe because of the fight and maybe something else n e way i dont kno and i am tired my throat hurts and i never can get to sleep on time.... n e way yea i went to school like always came home found out my mother is a bad girl.. (went behind my bad) and well the ppl i have been fighting with will be seeing me hopfully on friday lol n e way yea i am tired and i am going to go soon but before that i am going to say a few things that i feel my be the cause of my depression

1)erin movin (everyone has to agree that is depressing and to early)
2)the fight( with everyone)
3)sickness (i think )
4) school (maybe)
5) me finding out that i dont think that i will ever be able to love again...(stopped lovin to quick(killed all love senses)) *tear*
6)my friends being depressed(not saying who)
7) and i am working on this one.....

so i guess that is about all i have to say
adios

~!~areku~!~

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 03:08:13 GMT

well today was intersesting i mean erin called me a bitch (wonders) and i find out that she is the one who huny on me and nat is depress i am in a lot of pain from my head down to my spine i mean i have a lot of stuff to talk about i am afria that i am starting to like feras again and i am not going to lett that happen lol... erin u are movin and i amd not happy about i think that u shout wait till u are in college to move but i guess that u dont really want to stay.......... because i know that it was u that hung up on me and nat and i want to kno whaat the hell is going on with u i know that u dont want to go to nats i know that u meant to call me a bitch and i kno that my sister talk to u but i want to kno are u talkin to matt, are u doing shit that u shouldnt because now i frankly dont know who u are i mean you dont talk to me as much as we used to and there is nothin i can give you but a ride home and really i think that u just dont want to be n e ones friend and i am doing all in my power to keep that from happening..... i mean i cant wait to go to the doc. and find out that i probably have a heart condition because of all the stress of hearing zip about what is with you because u wont say n e thing and i dont kno why i mean i swore to god years ago that i would do ne thing to protect my friends and their friendships but i mean what u are doing erin is just taking my heart and ripping it because i am afraid that i cant take this n e more and that i might get real sick because i keep worring about u and your life...... and nat she is going through extreme things.... she likes someone and she doesnt want u to leave and i dont either not saying that the others do. i am just talkin about the people u rarely talk to now and that is me and nat........ i want us to be friends but this moving is just killing me inside.... *cries* i just say to myself that this is to early i cant take it and i dont want to take it...but i mean life suck and we have to move on .....exept i dont want n e of this to hurt you erin but it will because i think the only reason your parent are on u like hawks is bevcause they sence the change in u...........but yea ne way i got to go and tell brittany that i am sorry that i threaten her she is a good person but she cant do some of the things that she does sometimes...........* walks away*

~!~areku~!~

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 23:29:00 GMT

well yesterday night was interesting i was depressed for a reason i really dont kno.... and i still am but i have some ideas what it might be

1) people and there families

2) people not gettin along (me!!!!!!! and i dont care)

3) people not giving a shit about others and walking over ppl thinking only of themselves

4) ummmmmmmmm......... things

that is about it but yea n e way i had brittany dobbins over at my house last night it was real fun like when i told her what i thought i might be angry at...... and then the phone ruined my night!!!! nat and i wanted to talk to our friend erin and it was really late at night i kno probably did get in trouble and i am sorry but when a rude *** ***** hangs up on me and nat has something coming and erin i know that u are reading this (maybe) but tell brittney that i can give a hoot and a holler wether she dont like me.. and if she wants to talk shit about me then go right ahead but u gotta think is a dumb eighth grader more important than you school work no and u know what erin nat and i plan this **** party of HERS for a f-ing month and u blow it off for some thing ............. nvm u dont care i dont care i am going this weekend and I"M going to have fun........ so yea n e way here is some word of advice to people...

when u hear rudeness stop and tape the rudness up or u too will become the rudness.....

~!~areku~!~

p.s. brittney if u read this i am waiting.............

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 03:40:23 GMT

well today was pretty weird i mean first i got up and thought that we were going to go to church but we didnt and second my dad told us (with him crying) that our grandmother WAS going to move in with us and that means that kelli was going to have to move out because she doesnt want to move from one room to other and then move to an apartment the next month...... i mean i love my grandmother more than n e thing i mean she is the last grandparent that i have and i just think that if she does die in the time my dad said then i just hope that i dont get that close to her because i hate death....................................................................................................................................... i mean i REALLY HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries*................................................ why do we have to die?? i kno that it is life but what if??? you kno?? n e way the only good thing is that my dad said that when she does come that he is going to get high speed internet and cable although i dont really what TV n e way but hey ANIME MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehhe i cant wait but the problem is that there is a plumbing problem with the bathroom that my grandmother is going to move into so that means that i have to WAIT!! lol !! o well i can wait i have this last five year and longer i think that i can wait a few more months lol!!! *clonked over the head by anji* *but then slaps her**has little cat fight* *alex wins* llooll hehehe n e way yea and i think that is all that i have today!!!!!!! and well i talk to erin and well i didnt get to call her back because we had the spyware on and it was on the internet and i could turn it off so yea SORRY ERIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yea do just talk to yall later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

love to all

~!~areku~!~

pope john paul II

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 05:29:16 GMT

today is a day that i wish that could never of come..............

i just wish that people just didnt have to die you kno i mean it is ok for ppl to die sometimes only because it would create balance through the world.... but yea and to myself i kno that i really dont want to die but in everyone elses eyes they kno that they will die sooner or later... this hole thing with the pope has really made me feel like crap because i never was nice to many people and myself so here i my promise to not be cruel to people and if i do so then i will say my sorrys and hope that they forgive me......

well i am going to go i dont kno what to say later

love to all

alex

well

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 03:30:01 GMT

well,

today i went to school and everythin went kewl.... i came home and had a great nap and then talk on IM for a while but not a lot because i am not aloud to be on lol but ne yea and then i went shopping and got cute stuff for easter and i think that i am not going to be ugly lol hehe but eya and not here i am !!!!! lol i am so bored i should be doing my homework but i am not really ready to do it yet lol i am tired and lazy but proud of it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have math to do and i think that it is easy but i kno that it is just going to get harder and i dont want it to but it will so oh well.... and what is funny is that one of my friends said today that he wishes that who ever invented algebra should be killed lol but o well n e way got to go love to all

~!~areku~!~

robots

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 01:44:05 GMT

well today i was having a great day and still am... well ne way i went to school today and well we got out early and it was al great i had a lot of fun TRYING to get to my classes lol!! lol i love to laugh it is real healthy SCREW the doctor if they think that laughin is not healthy!!!!!!! lol i kno i kno i shoudnt yell oh well it is my life and i have a big mouth lol n e way after school i had a great nap and then i went to the movies... i am on the internet and that is all that is happening now but i kno that next thing is going to be dinneer and then study and the shower and bed isnt that a really terrific plan lol i kno I KNO OK gah lol! but yea ne who talk to yall later and dont worry i wont stop drawing lol talk to yall later

~!~areku~!~

read lol

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 04:39:28 GMT

well today wasnt n e wthing real important just found out that i think some guy likes me and i cant do n e thing to stop that not like i would want to.. it is just the he used to go out with some other girl who is just got to kno and that is not a good thing to do... go out with a guy that you know that has gone out with nearly all your friends that is not good lol but n e way yea i cant wait till thurs because i am going to see the hostage i cant wait and then i am goin to the man of the house with friends on fri i cant wait and then i am going to have a sleep over with an old friend i cant wait i miss talkin to her. she is so kewl lol well n e way i got togo i have homework and alot of more things lol well later!

~!~areku~!~

lolol

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 01:47:36 GMT

well today was okay nothn really happend umm nat slept over and we had alot of fun because we kept kickin @$$ lol at DDR lol i was soo happy awell well i found these two ppl from live journal and i think that they both draw fantastic hehe i want them to be my idols they are so cool lol wel n e way i will talk more later !!!!!!!!!

~!~areku~!~

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 04:15:37 GMT

hey people

well i just cried at this really good reply from my best friend natalie!!!! lol and dont say sorry because it felt great to know when i die i want to see her and many others but i want her to be my guide through heaven lol... well yea and well i just think that... the only reason is because i dont know of n e one who ever made me feel like i can be a lot stronger than i am. but yea so later everyone love yall and god bless!!!!!!!!!!!!

alex

aka

~!~AREKU~!~

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Fri, 04 Feb 2005 01:15:10 GMT

well today
my teacher was telling us about this prophesy with this huge computer in london called the beast and well it is where if the human race is able to stick micro chips under skin then it is goin to be the end of the world i am not kidin yall know because well heh i dont kno but i just have a feeling that it may be close and you know what i said when i heard that "hahaha no bitch is going to stick n e thing in me...." but the teach say " would you like to starve..." she also said that the cips are going to be a form of money and we wouldnt need cash..... but see when that happends the human race it the be extinct.................

see i am afraid to die but there is this thing.... if u are good to your faith then jesus is going to get you from earth and send u to heaven and the people that jesus doesnt pick then the devil will take u.... but see i am afraid because i dont wanna die i wanna live forever... so i askked that question if we go with jesus can we ever go back to earth?????????????????????? i am afriad....*cries* and i am not kidin i am really cryin i dont wanna go with the devil but i dont wanna go with jesus i just a ready i dont know if i ever will.......

~!~AREKU~!~

anji

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 03:08:50 GMT

why is it that when u get so close to someone that u feel their sarrow their pain, and anger. it really kills you inside because u know exactly how they feel.... i cant help the feelin for my friends they ARE and will always be my family!!!!!! so if they have a problem then i have a problem. when one suffers i suffer too! i cant stop it but it is like a gift but also a curse.... all i have to say is that if u think that u are lonley... your arent! i am here and i wont leave u alone till i know that u are okay! i cant help it erin... i keep crying i dont know why but i do i dont want u to be alone with your family i want to support you and your family too i hate how i got the first call and i was stranded at the house to where i couldnt get to u and when sami cam and gave me the phone and gave me the look like it happened again..... i am here girlie!!!! lol !!! haha??? i hate hearing u cry like u do when i am on the opposite sides of the phone.................. if u are crying i am going to pop u so hard lol!!!! well i am gone....

~!~areku~!~

eekk

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 05:10:32 GMT

hey everyone

well i have to get off fast or else my sis wont let me sleep in her room cause i am i really think that our house is haunted and well the ghost doesnt hurt us i just her thing and well i cant think of sooooo many things that it could be n e way today at school feras was talking to me but the problem was that he still thinks that i like him.... i mean I DID but that was before when he just didnt want to be my friend and i mean if i am mad at him for that then i wont like him like i did in 7th and 8th grade!!! lol well aaaa n e way talk more later bye bye for now !!!!!!

~!~areku~!~

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 04:43:17 GMT

well i am really unhappy today because i found out that this guy that i like knows!! and i am unhappy because whenever he knows he never talks to me and it makes me feel like that i am a nobody in this little world..... and now sami is not going to help me with my homework so i am just going to fail!!!!!!!! * cries a little * god why me why is my life so FUCKED UP !!!!!!!! man oh man i hate this...... when i get older i am going to change and i am going to show to everyone who never liked me are going to wish tey were never mean to me!!!! i am going to kick there asses!!!!! it just makes me mad when ppl spill about other ppl's secerets i mean i hate myself because sometimes i do that but i have been getting WAY better because i used to be sooo bad at it but now i just keep 99.9% of it in and yea it aint healthy but do u think that i care i am just not going to be the little tadle tale n e more that life was ripped out chopped up and incinerated...... gone for good!!!!! *sighs*............... well i will see yall at school later ppl..........

~!~areku~!~

As a great person once said life is to long and short to not laugh...